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4 comments:
I even feel your love for him when I see the pics... now that is freaky! I think he might be a type that attracts us... something about the look on his face.
There are some strange dynamics in this stuff.
The odd thing is that Deb really never attracted me in that way... there is a woman at work that does... she is a clear boundary pusher and everyone talks smack about her but I just see sweetness and have an intense desire to "bed her"... Red Flags!
That is odd! It always surprised me that he couldn't feel it. I mean how could he NOT? lol.
I also got frustrated with the people on the NPD forum lately because they keep saying that I don't love him, I shouldn't love him, I'm delusional, I have a troubled soul, ESP if I love people like him or listen to the music that I do. etc. etc.
I'm just trying to 'remember' where it is that God says to only Love people that are useful to you, or that if you like certain kinds of music then you truly don't love God. ... well all kinds of things like that. I was pretty ticked off last night so I just quit reading or writing and I'm giving myself some time to figure out what I'm supposed to learn right now :) ... is always something. Usually takes me awhile longer than most people to figure it out, but if i allow for that I really do figure it out and am able to incorporate it successfully. Most of the time anyway.
Oh and as far as Josh being a type that attracts us. I have very little doubt about it. I have seen it over and over, everywhere I've ever gone with him.
I think that it's sort of part of the balance thing, he's just extremely like 'his kind' as I am like 'us' The farther you go from the middle either way the farther you need to go from the middle on the opposite end of the spectrum. Which is why I consider myself one of the ELITE of the freaky freaks like me. Lol... a bit of N humor there.... um anyway I'm going to go do something, can't remember what but I am sure I'll remember it while I'm doing it :)
Hah! Wenchie... I adore you!
I am the same way...I am going to love people without expectation...of course if they drain my "hit points" more rapidly than I can replenesh them...um...distance please. Now with you I feel my "hit points" being added on faster than I can lose them in my daily dealing...that must be synchronicity at work ;-)
Only loving those who are "useful to us" is not love... it is forcing people in our lives to be our whores. I will have none of that, thank you!
And...yes...>Raising Hand< super freaky freak here too! Just like me.
Remembering things... The models say (you can tell that I like to start off sentences this way, lol) that we have no "long term memory" so everything is stored in short term memory.
This means everything is stored via context to the moment present. Therefore...we remember differently because we have soooo much short term memory. That means that unless we hav a context of what it is we are going to do...then we do not remember...until we pick up a contextual clue on our way to do the task.
Most people have "verbal working memory"...lol what good does that do us non-verbal thinkers :)
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